Imploding

I am aching,

a pain that starts at the gut

as it throbs in my chest

with every beat of my heart

a pounding in my head

the clenching of my fists

as I coil everything in

and I purse my lips

never to let out a scream.

If Only You Knew

I am having an affair

with you in my mind.

Ever changing

we move from place to place.

Where you can be mine

as I can be yours.

Even for awhile,

just for awhile.

The (Wo)man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

saying, "If you see this girl, can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money. They don't understand

I'm not broke I'm just a broken-hearted man

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman said, "Son, you can't stay here"

I said "There's someone I'm waiting for, if it's a day, a month, a year"

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind, this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy who's waiting on a girl

Whooaahoo..

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Whooaahoo..

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

You'll come running to the corner

'cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

(Find you're missing me)

And your heart starts to wonder where on this Earth I could be

(Oh, where on earth I could be?)

Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

(To the place that we'd meet, ohhh)

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

(On the corner of the street)

I'm the man who can't be moved

So I'm not moving

('Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me)

I'm not moving

(And your heart starts to wonder where on this Earth I could be)

I'm not moving

(Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)

I'm not moving

(And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move

Goodwill for once

My being a lesbian is actually an act of Christian Charity.
Imagine all those women praying so hard to have a man...
and I'm actually giving them my share!

A moment of truth

Friend 1: Do you still think of her?

Friend 2: Everyday of my life.
Friend 1: True.