Hospitalized

Yup, after nights of having high fever, can barely get out of bed just to pee, and chilling from the very core, I have decided that I needed to go to the hospital. *Family takes a sigh of relief*

Turned out I had a bacterial and viral infection in my lungs (Sorry... forgot what it was called) and had to stay in the hospital for 4 days and 3 nights. Aaahhhh what I'd give to be in Amanpulo instead of being in the hospital. I wanna go home...

My Insufferable Comestibles

Summer's making it's presence known already. It's hot and dry. This time however, the heat is making me crazy.

My monthly cycle in preparation for my dreaded red flag is horrible. Mood swings, back aches, constant heardaches and not mention my horniness level is just way beyond normal. The thing is, my partner is far from me, we need to travel over two hours just to see each other. If I were a man, I would have screwed anyone when "it" calls for it, but I am not a man. I know some people would just shrug and say that I might as well give pleasure to myself. But no, self-service is just not my thing. This is getting frustrating by the minute! It's been weeks, even a month or maybe more and it's giving me a splitting headache! It leaves me with but a few options and these are:

1. Go to my girlfriend or have my girlfriend come over
2. Be kind to my body and do a self-service job. (Not fun at all)
3. Work out (I'm too lazy to do that)
4. Go out and shop (Too expensive to be done on a daily basis)
5. Eat.

So it began, I now find myself constantly craving and eating all sorts of food.

These are what I have been putting in my mouth (sadly) the past weeks:

I've had plates after plates of oysters that Gilly's is truly profiting from me from one dish alone yet I am still unsatisfied. How can I be when there's but one thing I want to do and one person of whom I want to do it with. I hate this summer. It's hot and dry.

Do I still need to shout out what this woman needs?

My stripper song!

Your Stripper Song Is

Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There's a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.

What Song Should You Strip To?

Sa Aking Pagtanda

I got this from my e-mail and I can very well say that it's been a long time since I've read something that touched me enough to bring tears to my eyes. I'm sorry if this is in Tagalog but I think this would help you if you want to read the following passage. It's worth your time.

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Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensyahan.

Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag kainan, huwag mo sana akong kagagalitan.

Maramdamin ang isang matanda.

Nagse-self-pity ako a tuwing sisigawan mo ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan ng "binge!" paki-ulit nalang ang sinabi mo o pakisulat nalang.

Pasensya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.

Kapag mahina ng tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang tumayo, katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad. Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulitulit na parang sirang plaka.

Basta pakinggan mo nalang ako.

Huwag mo sana akong pagtatawanan o pagsasawaang pakinggan.

Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa?

Kapag gusto mo ng lobo,paulit-ulit mo 'yong sasabihin,

maghapon kang mangungulit hangga't hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo. Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.

Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy.

Amoy matanda, amoy lupa.

Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo.

Mahina na ang katawan ko.

Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaanmo noong bata ka pa?

Pinatyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw mong maligo. Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung madalas, ako'y masungit, dala na marahil ito ng katandaan.

Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin.

Kapag may konti kang panahon, magkwentohan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang. Inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa. Walang kausap.

Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong makakwentohan ka, kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko.

Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.

At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako'y magkakasakit at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman, huwag mo sana akong pagsawaan alagaan.

Pagpasensyahan mo na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan, pagtyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal.

Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw, hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang kamatayan.

At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha, ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagapalain ka sana ...

dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama't ina...

Written by Rev. Fr. Ariel F. Robles

CWL Spiritual Director St. Augustine Parish

Baliuag, Bulacan

Antics and all

I Miss You...I M i s s Y o u!!!!!!!!

What do you do with your hair?

What Do They Think of Your Upsweep...

Dynamic, flirty, classy. You're seen as a high status girl who always gets what she wants.

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

Happy Fourth!

My baby and I just turned 4 this day!
We decided to shop, go back home, cuddle while watching movies and eat some super delicious cheesecakes of sorts. It may not be such a big event for some but it was happy nonetheless. Ooh yum yum!We forgot to take a picture before eating! =p

Cheesecake anyone?