04/16/08

You are my million lessons...
and my infinite sorrows.

Better than sex?

I found myself in Dairy Queen with my sister. I ordered this pecan waffle and upon serving, I couldn't help but remember this particular chocolate cake way back in college popularly known as "Better Than Sex". It's chewy, fudgy, and thick with all the right cream on it. Then it made me think (and taste) that particular cake while I was there and wondered if one would really lean towards the cake than choosing intimacy. Oh wait one can! It's when you have a lousy partner in bed. Now that would of course mean that the cake is way better indeed.

Now, does food craving really equate to seeking what you lack carnally and is sought in some other form instead? I do remember posting something here about all the "sinful" things I've put in my mouth, to later discover that those things I ate were actually aphrodisiacs. Either it worked well for my appetite or it just drove me up the wall more.

I'm not complaining with the state I am in right now heaven forbid! But while I am devouring this yummy ice cream waffle that I have, well... I'll just leave it up to you - whether I am indeed craving for some loving or is just up for the sugar rush that it'll later bring.

Adroitly Bogus

bogus

= artificial, dummy, ersatz, fabricated, fake, false, fictitious, forged, fraudulent, imitation, phony, pretended, pretentious, pseudo, pseudo-psycho, sham, plastic, queer, sham, simulated, spurious, unnatural, unreal


Oh wow! So many adjectives just to describe one word, one person!


But I think the English system forgot to mention quite a few points with regards to this word. Let's see now...

bogus:

= a wanna be human who pretends to be a
victim and portrays herself to be a
damsel in distress


= a liar who spreads nasty rumors
to make people believe that she has been
wronged to the point of delusion


= a psycho who believes that the
entire universe had turned against her
and seeks refuge to those who would
actually believe her


= an ingrate who declares an
undying love to someone but sneaks off
the next minute to jump in some other's bed


= "wails like a cow and makes a
humiliating scene in front of a
subdivision gate and begs to be forgiven
and taken back"

Oh my, so many things to say but so little time, and to think I am not even aggrandizing a thing!

Yeah, payback's a bitch -
and this bitch is back.

Why did they let a patient out of an asylum?

Isn't it a wonderful world?

All I did was trust,
be a friend,
a sounding board,
I even treated her nicely,

and look how one repays me...

she lies,
acts as if she was the victim,
spreads rumors and
made me look like a freaking witch.

What a fucktard.

Rendered speechless...

My two great loves...

It's been a long time since I've kept it out of my mind.
But when I heard these songs I couldn't help but feel
like a lost kid all over again as I cry and dread what lies ahead.
I'm still afraid, so afraid to be without you.
You'll always be my hero
My savior when everything else is without hope.
I will always be your little princess,
your baby who always had her arms around your neck,
I'll never let go Daddy
I'll fight it with you.
For whatever will I do without you?

For you who shall face my father,
You are worthy to stand in front of him
as two of my great loves come together
I want you to know...
I need not choose between the two
for I cannot live without one or the other.
I love you with all that I am
and all that I will still be.

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"Stealing Cinderella"

I came to see her daddy for sit down man to man
It wasn't any secret I'd be asking for her hand
I guess that's why he left me waiting in the living room by myself
with at least a dozen pictures of her sitting on a shelf

She was playing Cinderella
She was riding her first bike
Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight
Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin
Dancing with her dad, looking up at him
In her eyes I'm Prince Charming
But to him I'm just some fella
riding in and stealing Cinderella

I leaned in towards those pictures to get a better look at one
When I heard a voice behind me say "Now, ain't she something, son?"
I said "Yes, she quite a woman"
and he just stared at me
And I realized that in his eyes she would always be

Playing Cinderella
Riding her first bike
Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight
Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin
Dancing with her dad, looking up at him
In her eyes I'm Prince Charming
But to him I'm just some fella
riding in and stealing Cinderella

He slapped me on the shoulder
Then he called her in the room
When she threw her arms around him
That's when I could see it too

She was playing Cinderella
Riding her first bike
Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight
Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin
Dancing with her dad, looking up at him
If he gives me a hard time
I can't blame the fella
I'm the one who's stealing Cinderella


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"I Loved Her First"


Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each other's face
So much in love you're alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world

I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one she told me so
And she still means the world to me just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

I loved her firstI held her first
And a place in my heart
Will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it's still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful woman with you
Be the same freckle faced kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her

It was only a matter of time

I loved her first
I held her first
And a place in my heart
Will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it's still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed

When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep

Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

No U Hang Up

You got my attention at hello
We had this connection that wouldn’t let go
There was something sexy ‘bout your voice
Anything you say makes a beautiful noise

And now we break up to make up right away
Just an excuse to lay in bed all day
I know that this thing we have won't ever change
And that’s why I have the confidence to say

CHORUS:
A lot of girls are sexy
but you know how to use it
You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3 but we don’t ever do it
Aint it crazy how after all this time
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love

Every time you call me, I wont lie
I still get the goosebumps I felt the first time
That I saw you walk into a room
Girl you hand me hooked on that beautiful view

And now we break up to make up right away
Just an excuse to lay in bed all day
I know that this thing we have wont ever change
And that’s why I have the confidence to say

CHORUS:
A lot of girls are sexy
but you know how to use it
You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3 but we don’t ever do it
Aint it crazy how after all this time
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love

Bridge:
And baby you still know just how to
Blow my mind
After everything that we’ve been through
It still feels right
And I know, that I can’t
Picture living my life without you

CHORUS:
A lot of girls are sexy
but you know how to use it
You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3 but we don’t ever do it
Aint it crazy how after all this time

A lot of girls are sexy
You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3
Aint it crazy how after all this time

We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love