I Choose You

Oh to have her in one of the most memorable moments of your life...

Hear what I cannot say...

I think of you in the dark

where whispers are heard like a scream

I speak your name

where silent echoes reverberate

I hear your voice

in a world that is solely my own

I taste your kiss

lips trying hard to remember

I see you smile

an unforgettable picture in my mind

Your love resides

deep in the recesses of my heart

Where every beat is a call

if only you could decipher

if only you could hear.

Fuck you 2013.  

Fuck. You.

Sweet surprise

To say that I have been stressed-out for weeks is an understatement.  I have cried, stayed silent, slept, got angry, became irritable, stayed-up, became restless, and to top it all off, I experienced palpitations for nights on end. I can't slow down.  I can't breathe.  I can't even help myself.  I still feel lost to be honest...

...but there are moments.  Moments like these that remind me that life isn't hopeless after all.  

Thank you for the surprise, but most of all, thank you for being the best sister in the world.  Not just for the gifts, the surprises and the likes but because I know that you will always have my back as I have yours  :)  

Shadows Within

"I've tried different ways 

But it's all the same 

At the end of the day 

 I have myself to blame"

Where We Will Be

We met somewhere between the moon and the stars

Colliding, swirling, lights dancing about

Sparks flying and somehow we knew

That we share a love, somewhere between the moon and the stars

We live separately somewhere between the moon and the stars

Where kisses and whispers seem so far

Painfully wishing you are near where I am

Somewhere between the moon and the stars

But I  know we’ll be home one day

That perfect time and that perfect place

Where we will share, grow and finally live

Somewhere between the moon and the stars.

"The Artist Is Present"

For those who need to see how love looks like, this moment would be it.  
"...because we never stop silently loving those who we once loved out loud."

"Marina Abramovic and Ulay started an intense love story in the 70s, performing art out of the van they lived in. When they felt the relationship had run its course, they decided to walk the Great Wall of China, each from one end, meeting for one last big hug in the middle and never seeing each other again. 

At her 2010 MoMa retrospective Marina performed ‘The Artist Is Present’ as part of the show, where she shared a minute of silence with each stranger who sat in front of her. Ulay arrived without her knowing and this is what happened."