Slow Me Down

Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding chaotic
Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I'm ready to fall

Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
In the blur of fast forward I falter again
Forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Pass me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I'm ready to fall

Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
I need you to slow me down
Slow me down
Slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe
Somebody please

Slow me down

No regrets...

April 29, 2008

Whatever you need...

Heart, pancreas, intestines, cornea, skin, heart valves,
blood vessels, bone, connective tissue,
bone marrow, liver, stem cells,
lungs, peripheral blood,
umbilical cord blood,
kidneys...


Take whatever you need. I'm more than willing to give.
Just stay. Stay. Don't ever go.

Don't leave me please?

04/16/08

You are my million lessons...
and my infinite sorrows.

Better than sex?

I found myself in Dairy Queen with my sister. I ordered this pecan waffle and upon serving, I couldn't help but remember this particular chocolate cake way back in college popularly known as "Better Than Sex". It's chewy, fudgy, and thick with all the right cream on it. Then it made me think (and taste) that particular cake while I was there and wondered if one would really lean towards the cake than choosing intimacy. Oh wait one can! It's when you have a lousy partner in bed. Now that would of course mean that the cake is way better indeed.

Now, does food craving really equate to seeking what you lack carnally and is sought in some other form instead? I do remember posting something here about all the "sinful" things I've put in my mouth, to later discover that those things I ate were actually aphrodisiacs. Either it worked well for my appetite or it just drove me up the wall more.

I'm not complaining with the state I am in right now heaven forbid! But while I am devouring this yummy ice cream waffle that I have, well... I'll just leave it up to you - whether I am indeed craving for some loving or is just up for the sugar rush that it'll later bring.

Adroitly Bogus

bogus

= artificial, dummy, ersatz, fabricated, fake, false, fictitious, forged, fraudulent, imitation, phony, pretended, pretentious, pseudo, pseudo-psycho, sham, plastic, queer, sham, simulated, spurious, unnatural, unreal


Oh wow! So many adjectives just to describe one word, one person!


But I think the English system forgot to mention quite a few points with regards to this word. Let's see now...

bogus:

= a wanna be human who pretends to be a
victim and portrays herself to be a
damsel in distress


= a liar who spreads nasty rumors
to make people believe that she has been
wronged to the point of delusion


= a psycho who believes that the
entire universe had turned against her
and seeks refuge to those who would
actually believe her


= an ingrate who declares an
undying love to someone but sneaks off
the next minute to jump in some other's bed


= "wails like a cow and makes a
humiliating scene in front of a
subdivision gate and begs to be forgiven
and taken back"

Oh my, so many things to say but so little time, and to think I am not even aggrandizing a thing!

Yeah, payback's a bitch -
and this bitch is back.

Why did they let a patient out of an asylum?

Isn't it a wonderful world?

All I did was trust,
be a friend,
a sounding board,
I even treated her nicely,

and look how one repays me...

she lies,
acts as if she was the victim,
spreads rumors and
made me look like a freaking witch.

What a fucktard.