For some reason I find myself in this dark emptiness that engulfs the entirety of me. It hinders me from functioning even for a while. Everything I do seems meaningless, like a dead end towards nothingness. I can't cry. I don't feel like it. I don't think it would even make a difference if I did. I don't want to talk with anybody. What will I tell them? Nothing. I want silence and yet I don't.